been a long times since ive updated huh? well im only updating coz u updated.. this is what i have to say...

u shouldnt be sad.. u shouldnt cry.. i loved u all the way... i nvr wanted to give up on u.. u were the best, n sadly the worst ive ever had.. i understand ur situation.. im not the best in the world either... u were the most caring.. most enduring.. most soft-hearted of the lot... ive abused it a couple of times.. i haved to say... im sorry.. i really din want it to end.. im as sad as u are..

if u wanted to know.. i kept checkin my fone today.. im quite lost without u.. im so used to ur ever forgivefulness.. but hey.. i guess im not in any state in receive any of it huh?.. oh well..

but i must say.. every gd thing has it bad side too.. well u should know wat they are.. sth u should do a couple things differently.. i dun mind talkin to u.. but u gotta think.. u always get carried away.. u get excited bout the wrong stuff.. n forget the objective.. i really cant tolerate that.. maybe one.. or twice.. but not every time.. i tried my best to help u.. to do everythign u wanted me to.. but i got my wants n nds..

i already give in.. drop my expections.. ive done alot.. so have u.. but im sorry.. i know no apology is ever enough.. but hey.. i try.. hope u wont have any hard feelings.. i dun mind being ur friend if u wish me to.. i wish u all the best in the future.. may u find as much happiness as u can.. maybe with sumbody new.. but i must say.. for the first time in my life.. i dun rule out a second run-in.. well thats all for Him to say.. if He bings u to it.. He'll bring u thru it... tc k..