i have deep sickening feeling.. a very strong one too.. that even though u keep saying.. u dun have time for another guy.. or to meet another guy.. it seems like there maybe sumone else there which im not aware of.. by the way this break up has been going on.. it seems that u are taking it kinda easy.. well i expeccted u to.. but i din know it would be this easy.. i knew u wont like say no when i ask for a break up.. i kinda had a gut feeling bout that.. u appeared like " its ok.. gd for me.. sad for u.."..

hmm.. maybe im just dumb enough to not see this.. but i tink u are really wat all my frens have been saying.. ur a waste of time.. not just anybody's time.. but my time.. to tell u the truth.. out of 10 ppl who i had to go to, to talk bout our relationship n probs.. like u going to ur 2nd bf ah. only i got alot of ppl who are willing to help me.. all seems to say the same thing.. i din really believe them till now..

im really blind huh??.. see like today.. u are out with ur frens.. hmm.. i havent been out to town or anything since we broke up.. every night i keep tinkin of u.. regretin wat ive done.. i tink i just made a big mistake.. i dun tink u do the same for me.. yeah.. u rarely would msg me.. i tink only once msg me gd morn.. that was all.. hmm.. its all surfacing now huh??.. im sorry if this post hurts ur feeling.. but the truth hurts..

thats y i wanna ask u this.. im gonna bk in to camp tonite.. i dun tink ur gonna call me.. so yeah.. just leave it at that.. i wanna ask u to be truthful to me.. is there sumone else? i already gave up on the chase like i said.. but i just gotta know the truth.. are u happier?? do u smile more??.. coz if u do.. i tink it would make this recuperation period way easier..

u give up.. i give up.. u will just be another statistic in my life.. just like how i am in ur life.. but we both know.. that my stats are better.. well u now y.. now not the time to talk bout ur past life.. im gonna be sad n watever losing a girl like u.. but at least i did try to save watever of a relationship we had.. its time for a new girl.. just like my dear fren shikin said.. haha.. my uni dating plan.. k la.. its all up to u now.. im waiting for ur reply.. pls dun take ur time.. its a simple question to ask ur own heart.. hey i can be wrong.. i dun mind.. i dunno y i like to hurt my self.. maybe i jst really love u alot.. i nvr broke up with a girl either.. so yeah.. u know how much u mean to me.. enough said.. i gave up.. i just want answers now.. for my future relationship..