i lost her.. i dun tink she's coming back again.. she's happier now.. without me.. haiz.. i love u.. i still do.. pls come back.. haiz.. i died...
even though we always were unhappy.. only with you was i really happy.. at bintan.. all ur patience.. u always endured watever i did.. im so grateful for that.. pls dun say uve moved on.. i really love u.. n i really care for u.. i really nd u.. i know i was harsh.. but im sorry.. i promise i will change.. i dun want u to tink im makin empty promises.. but i really will.. pls.. come back.. i cant live a day without just tinkin of u.. i cry every night in bed alone.. i really nd u.. i wanna be with u.. i dun care wat other ppl tink.. i will do all my best for u.. pls see that.. i know u nd ur break.. n im fine with that.. but i dun want u to forget me.. i just cant live to see myself not with u.. tears are rollin down my cheek as i type this now.. im not askin for it now.. nor do i think in the nxt mth.. but at least.. at sum point.. myabe in july.. when its ur bdae..i wanna be there for u.. when ur happy or ur sad.. im really sorry.. pls give me a second chance.. pls..
i died..